exam day two done. now for the last one tomorrow. it should be a easier day since it’s just chinese. i’m so glad i performed singing and playing the guitar well today. so many compliments. a talent that i didn’t even know could blow so many minds away. my teacher even said “WOW it makes me so happy to see people i’d never thought with such talent go up in front of a new crowd.” after class she said “Rachel, just so you know, you should sing and play an original next year at spring banquet.” 

Gosh. if only i were that good at everything. i’m not trying to modest at all but my performance was pathetic. guess not to their ears and eyes. can’t complain for recieving a 100 on a final exam right? :D 

yeah. all this work is about to force me into shooting myself in the foot…

most noticeable sign of stress: pimples start to get worse and worse. 

do not come and talk to me about how much you hate school and how you wish to be done already. try moving your senior year to the other side of the world then repeating a semester of junior year and another full year of senior year. 

i don’t need your pity or anything else other than for you to stop complaining. 

okay that took me forever to fix but the internet should be working fine now. omg if it stops in the middle of me doing my last homework assignment, i’m going to chop someone. ME, MYSELF, AND I had to fix something that my mom should be held responsible for. “oops sorry i was vacuuming around that area.”

yeah okay you’re the worst with electronics. you touch, you break.

pet peeves. i am so tired i could be sleeping by now. 

20 minutes til i head over to school to take my first exam ever at this school. hopefully not anything too difficult. but before anything i’m going to pray for awareness and recalling what i’ve learned so far. on the good side they give us an hour to study before taking the exam. 

i turned in my final research paper without reading the reviews first and just remembered i forgot to go back and edit. FRIIIICK. but the people that reviewed my paper said good things about it. like on a 1-5 scale i got 4s and 5s. now hoping the teacher gives me good feedback as well. but i really don’t know. paper was due at 8 and it’s like five minutes before T_____T i’m not feeling good about this…just…what…if…i…failed…? OMG NO I FEEL SO HORRIBLE ABOUT THIS. MY PAPER SEEMS SO REPETITIVE! 

goodness it’s hot in china. can’t imagine the weather down in south carolina. k bye. it’s school time.

needa talk? 

well i pretty much stopped using fb (though i still get on sometimes) but if you need/want to talk then you’re welcome to chat me on oovoo, skype, tumblr, or my email which is: rachshortstuffy@gmail.com & hanjiyunie@gmail.com 

i usually check both of my emails and i’ll try to get on the rest when i have time. sorry for the uncomfortable conditions of living in china XD haha

one of my biggest goals before i pass away is to meet maria sharapova. of course she’s like 7 years older than me but one day i’ll meet her. tennis players are always so busy practicing and having weekly tournaments. too good of a player is sharapova. i’m going to meet her one day. watch.